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Until we meet again...
Aug. 16th, 2007 | 05:11 pm
mood: 
ecstatic
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To the core...
Aug. 11th, 2007 | 01:40 am
mood: 
mellow
I feel so strong and powerful in what I have done with my life, but I can't help but feel that in another year or 2 I will look back and think how silly my thought process was when I was 27. The way I do when I think about when I was 25.
I guess you can't live that way or you'll be falling victim to your own judgments, and to live life in the moment. Continue learning from yesterday, know that there will be a tomorrow (all though I know, not guaranteed), and take things second by second, minute by minute.
This may sound pretty elementary, but sometimes I need that sort of affirmation to get by.
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Should've, would've, could've
Aug. 3rd, 2007 | 04:12 pm
mood: 
contemplative
That sort of stress and worry is not something I want to deal with. I know there isn’t a single job, friend, activity, etc. that can guarantee a “lifetime”... but you also don’t want the job that makes it clear that they “aren’t sure how long they’d keep you” or that “they aren’t sure if they see a place for you in the future”.
Yes. I realize my subject is completely jacked from Sex and the City, but I can't help but feel exactly that: Should've, would've, could've...
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the ego
Aug. 1st, 2007 | 02:47 pm
mood: 
aggravated
Why is it when we are rejected by a 'man' we automatically *think* something is wrong with him? And if he were to date soon after that this girl is either 'easy' or 'submissive' or any other negative adjective? Why don't we ever believe that we just were in a fantasy world, thinking we were meant for the him? Why are our egos so big that we never stop and think, "I just wasn't enough for him?" We are wired to be so self-centered.
On the flip side, if someone is interested in us and we aren't interested in THEM, we think they are "desperate" "psycho" or are crazy for thinking we'd go for them. How come we never think that way when we are the one being denied??
Has it ever occurred to you that maybe "they" were meant to be and you just made up a fairy tale ending and are bitter because it didn't work out YOUR way?
of course not, it's because the "timing wasn't right for you" or he is just an "asshole" or she is a "slut"... god forbid it means that is just wasn't YOU and it was HER. god forbid.
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if you are so bold...
Jul. 18th, 2007 | 08:49 pm
mood: 
hopeful
music: ani difranco
why be anonymous?
i was so hesitant to join myspace...i felt, it would subsitute the time people took to go out and meet up with a friend, but as i have travelled and met many new faces it was a convenient way to keep in contact.
very recently someone has decided to harrass me via myspace messaging. why? i have no clue. who? i have no clue. it just makes me sad for them.
as mentioned, i was skeptical to even create a profile and even though part me wants to shut it down and say, "THIS is why." i don't want to. i shouldn't have to and although it does leave the shallowest of cuts in me, i just have to remember that they are the pathetic one.
so i'm sorry for you. i know you won't read this, i've closed my other blog because i used to have a link on my myspace profile to it.
this is me virgin live journal entry and i am hoping for only positive encounters on here. so cheers to that!